Hopeless (lost_hope914) wrote in depressionloves,
Hopeless
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Well, ok imma introduce myself. Im 15 and from Va, and i feel basically like shit, i hurt soooo bad...My friend that ive known for 3 years is sayin so many things to me that hurts me, and she keeps sayin how i should be able to be depressed..like shes my mother or something and that makes me mad, but to give you an example of what she says to me...heres a comment left in my journal.

"Look you idiot if anything you dont do shit. I sit there and say something is wrong all you did was sit there and laugh like shit is funny to you all the sudden. And you know what dont ever AND I MEAN EVER!!!! TRY AND GET SMART CAUSE YOU WILL FIND OUT THAT I AM ALOT SMARTER THAN YOU . AND YOU WANNA WHAT ELSE . It takes alot for me not to put my hands on you or humilate you right in front of everyone. OH OH OHOH AND YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH ABOUT SAYIN WE IGNORE YOU . YOU STUPID DONKEY TEETH SON OF A BITCH. THERE!!!! LOOK YA IDIOT IF ANYTHIN I SIT THERE AND TALK TO YOU AND TRY TO MAKE A CONVERSTAION WITH YOU AND ALL YOU DO IS NOD YOU BIG CANTALOPE HEADROLL YA BULGIN IDIOTIC EYES AND LOOK AWAY TO LIV LIKE SHE'S GONNA HELP YA OUT. AND SHE SITS THERE AND TRIES TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR PART OF OUR WHAT USE TO BE GROUP AND YOU ACT LIKE AN IGNORANT ASSHOLE AND ROLL YA EYES TO HER AND ACT LIKE SHE DOES NOTHIN. SO YOU KNOW WHAT SHUT UP. AND YOU BASTARD ABOUT COMPALIN ALLYOU FUCKIN DO IS COMPLAIN YOU WANT EXAMPLES I THINK YOU WANT EXAMPLES SO I'M GOIN TO GIVE IT TO YOU YOUR MOM NOT WASHING YOUR CLOTHES HAVIN TO WATCH YOU LIL NEPHEW THAT IS SO STUPID BEACUS I'VE WATCHE MINE ALL MY LIFE AND I HARDLY EVER COMPLAIN AND ABOUT HOW NO BOYS OR GIRLS LIKE YOU. AND HOW YOU SO DEPRESSED GET A FUCKIN LIFE.AND ABOUT HOW YOU HAVE TO RIDE THE BUS AND THA HOODIE YOU EWAR LIKE EVERYDAY ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS GET THE HELL OVER IT . YOUR NOT THAT DIRTY. SO SHUT IT.ALL YOU CONVERSATION CONSIST OF IS COMPLAINING.AND OBVIOULSY YOU KNOW NOTHIN BY NOW IF YOUR STILL FUCKIN COMPAINING ABOUT PITTY SHITYOU NEVER WORRIED ABOUT ME IF YOU WORRIED ABOUT ME YOU WOULD TALK TO ME IF YOU WORRIED you would shut you donkey mouth and open you ravinist rabbit ears ya dork but you know what that hing about wishing death isnt goin to earn you any pitty at all so you know i WILL PRAY AND YOU JUST COUNT YA BLESSIN OF THE DAYS YOUR STILL LIVIN YOU ASS HOLE HOPE YA DIE.
MUCH LOVE,
BRITT"

What if she does hit me..im a guy i cant hit girls...My heart feels like its in my stomach right about now...it hurts sooo bad!
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